God I need you ...

"with God's power working in us, God can do much, much more than anything we can ask or imagine, to him be the glory "


Ephesians 3:20-21

Monday, December 10, 2012

proclamations ...

Hey there,

1 Timothy 3:16


Without doubt, the secret of our life of worship is great:
He was shown to us in a human body,
    proved right in spirit,
and seen by angels.
    He was proclaimed to the nations,
believed in by the world,
    and taken up in glory.


... such a great proclamation ...  the line 'believed in by the world' really jumped out at me ... so much of today's world don't believe ... don't have a relationship with you ... so i ponder on ... i think i might spend the week meditating on this verse and see where it leads ...

Love ya Jesus

Teena

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Wednesday, December 5, 2012

need a God refuel ...

Hey God,

feeling very torn ... need a God refuel ...

Love ya always

Teena

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Monday, November 19, 2012

Restless by Audrey Assad




Hold me close ... till I hear your still small voice ... still my heart.

Thanks God

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Wednesday, November 14, 2012

load lifted ...



God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
Psalm 46 : 1

  Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way.2 Thessalonians 3 : 16 

Dear God,

... sometimes i do pay attention ... and when i do hang out in your presence the load is lifted ... and I remember the load was never mine to carry ... thanks for being my ever present peace and soft place to fall ...

Love ya always

Teena

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Sunday, November 4, 2012

packing up my inspire wall ...



Dear God,

The past few weeks i have come to realize that i was grieving something i never knew existed.

It was only as i began to pack up my house to paint ... i bought the boxes but struggled for weeks to start packing everything away ... just could not find the energy to put my books and pictures and accumulated stuff into the boxes ... as i sat down and pondered why ... I REALIZED ... the expectation that i had unknowingly put on myself when moving to Sydney ... the unspoken unwritten perfectionist overachiever in me had been conspiring to achieve her dreams before her time in Sydney came to an end ... classic looking at the final result and not paying attention to the journey ...

SO i pondered all my over achiever dreams and pondered all that i have accomplished ... gave a voice to my grief ... and watched a sad movie ... and had a chat with you.

Sometimes my plans can overtake Your Plans for my life ... even when i subconsciously deny it ... the truth always come out.

Thanks for knowing me better than i know myself.
 
 Love ya always

Teena

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Thursday, October 18, 2012

say no to fear ...




Dear God,

Fear is not my friend but i let it rule my head and heart most of the time ... fill me up with spirit of truth so my head and heart are ruled by You.

Love ya always Teena

P.S.   can you help ease my hayfever and sinus pain

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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I Will Wait by Mumford & sons




Hey God ... my heart is ever so thankful ... THANK YOU
                                                                     THANK YOU
                                                                     THANK YOU

                                                                     ... you are worth everything and more ...

thanks for holding me close ...

Love Ya

Teena

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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

God's Goodness ...




"... raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,  that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.  For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God,  not of works, lest anyone should boast."

Ephesians 2 : 6 - 9

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Sunday, September 2, 2012

Bless the Lord by Matt Redman


Dear God,

There is something about worshiping you that encourages and builds me up ... i see things with new eyes and your wisdom seeps into my soul.

Love ya always

Teena


Tuesday, August 28, 2012


Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

Joshua 1:9

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Saturday, August 18, 2012

Our Savior ...



To him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy—  to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.
Jude 1 : 24 - 25

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Sunday, August 12, 2012

standing in the gap ...


 
Dear God,

As you know I had a God inspired awakening this morning ... my realization of exactly how judgmental I have been about an issue in my life ... as always clarity arose and I heard what you are really calling me to do ... and that is 'stand in the gap' ... when all seems lost and family are weathered by storms ... STAND IN THE GAP for them ... AND PRAY !

Thanks for being my ever after ... my strength and shield.

Immediately he spoke to them and said, “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.”
Mark 6:50  (Jesus speaking)
 
Love ya always

Teena

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Sunday, July 29, 2012

be fishers of men ...




Dear God,

I hear ya ... i hear what you are saying but my feet are dragging ...  help me to not be a feet dragger but an action maker ...

Love ya always

Teena

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And Jesus, walking by the Sea of Galilee, saw two brothers, Simon called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea; for they were fishermen.  Then He said to them, “Follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men.”  They immediately left their nets and followed Him.

Matthew 4:18-22 




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Saturday, July 21, 2012

What is on the horizon?







Hey God,

Today i can feel my heart breathing ... it is like change is about to happen ... the moment before something is about to happen.

Similar to taking a big breath and holding it before you jump into the pool.  Today feels like the sensation when your head hits the water as you dive in ... swimming under water ... no sounds ... just the sensation of cold water around you, as your arms push through ...muffled quiet.

So i am wondering what is coming on the horizon.


For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11

Love ya always

Teena

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Saturday, July 14, 2012

LOVED





Proverbs 31


Proverbs 31

A wife of noble character who can find?
    She is worth far more than rubies. 
 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.  
 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life. 
 She selects wool and flax
    and works with eager hands.  
 She is like the merchant ships,
    bringing her food from afar. 
 She gets up while it is still night;
    she provides food for her family
    and portions for her female servants. 
 She considers a field and buys it;
    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard. 
 She sets about her work vigorously;
    her arms are strong for her tasks. 
 She sees that her trading is profitable,
    and her lamp does not go out at night. 
 In her hand she holds the distaff
    and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
She opens her arms to the poor
    and extends her hands to the needy.  
 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
    for all of them are clothed in scarlet. 
 She makes coverings for her bed;
    she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
Her husband is respected at the city gate,
    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land. 
 She makes linen garments and sells them,
    and supplies the merchants with sashes. 
 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
    she can laugh at the days to come. 
 She speaks with wisdom,
    and faithful instruction is on her tongue.  
 She watches over the affairs of her household
    and does not eat the bread of idleness. 
 Her children arise and call her blessed;
    her husband also, and he praises her: 
 “Many women do noble things,
    but you surpass them all.” 
 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
    but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 
 Honor her for all that her hands have done,
    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.


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Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Lift up your eyes ...




 
Lift Up Your Eyes

I see heaven before me
Angels passing around me
Here I stand in awe of your beauty
Captured by your holiness

Lift up your eyes
All of heaven's in worship
Angels rejoice and the clouds will be filled
With the wonder of your name
With the wonder of your name

The train of his robe fills the temple with glory
Heavenly hosts fall before him in worship

Crying Holy,Holy,Holy is the Lord God Almighty

Holy Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty

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Tuesday, May 1, 2012

a new name ...



Because I love Jerusalem, I will continue to speak for her;
       for Jerusalem's sake I will not stop speaking
    until her goodness shines like a bright light,
       until her salvation burns bright like a flame.

 Jerusalem, the nations will see your goodness,
       and all kings will see your glory.
    Then you will have a new name,
       which the Lord himself will give you.
 You will be like a beautiful crown in the Lord's hand,
       like a king's crown in your God's hand.

Isaiah 61 :1-3


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Monday, April 23, 2012


Hey God,

Sometimes I over think too much ... and have these big conversations with myself ... that's when I let in the fear and doubt ... 

So tonight I was pondering over the idea ... less head talk and more God talk ... 

I need to start imagining a HUGE GIANT mural on my wall ... of You looking down at me.

Focusing less on me and MORE ON YOU.

Love ya always 

Teena

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Monday, April 16, 2012

BORN FOR THIS by Mandisa






Sometimes you gotta go, uninvited
Sometimes you gotta speak when you don't have the floor
Sometimes you gotta move, when everybody else says you should stay
No way, no, not today
You gotta ask, if you want an answer
Sometimes you gotta stand apart from the crowd
Long before your heart could run the risk
You were born for this
You were born for this

One step, one move.
Born to trust You.
Made to lay my
Life before You

Monday, April 9, 2012

I am with you always

 

"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age"

Matthew 28 : 20


 

Dear God, 

... thanks for yet another Easter past ... how blessed am I ... my thankful heart is reminded again that you are now at the right hand of God, interceding for me ... that you know me better than I know myself ... that you chose the cross for me ... that you love me beyond belief.

Love ya always 

Teena

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Thursday, March 29, 2012

I won't give up (with lyrics) by Jason Mraz

Hey God,

this version with lyrics really moved me ... the impact of seeing the words and hearing them at the same time ... WOW ... thanks God for the gift of songwriting ...

Love ya new everyday

Teena





Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Dancing Moonlight


Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed,
Because His compassions fail not.

They are new every morning;

Great is Your faithfulness.

 “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul,
“Therefore I hope in Him!”
 
Lamentations 3 : 22-24


Dear God, 

I love how the moonlight dances across my wall ... with my blinds open at night, I can see the shadows of a dancing tree ... as Autumn comes and the leaves fall, that merry dance becomes a waltz ... what a delight for my eyes and my Heart ... Thanks God ... Your mercies are new everyday.

Love ya always

Teena

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Wednesday, March 14, 2012

... consistency ...


Dear God, 

please help me will my consistency ... I am constantly in this battle ... but I don't want it to be a battle anymore ... I would absolutely love my creative flow to be more balanced and not so erratic ...

Please Please Please Please Please ...

Love ya always 

 Teena

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Thursday, March 8, 2012

watch over your heart ...




Keep your heart with all diligence,
For out of it spring the issues of life.

Proverbs 4 : 23

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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

give God my First 10 minutes

Hey God,

this is just a reminder for me ...



love ya always

Teena

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Saturday, February 18, 2012

I will find a way by Jason Gray

Jason Gray has been playing on my Ipod this week  .... just love the melody on this song.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

embraced by JOY



You have made known to me the paths of life;
   you will fill me with joy in your presence.

Acts 2 : 28


Dear God, 

thanks for embracing me with your JOY ... showing me to never give up and holding my hand when things get tough ... 

thanks for dancing with me at my desk ... and whispering reminders in my ear. 

Love ya always 

Teena

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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Head Games


Hey God, 

The battle begins and ends in my head ... I have to keep myself on track ... with all the distractions going on right now ... 

Thanks for putting people in my life to remind me ... all I need to think about is what I can eat ... and not what I cant ...

Such a simple thing makes a huge difference when coping with challenges.

You are my everything.

Love ya always 

Teena

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Monday, January 30, 2012

good soil


 The farmer sows the word.  Some people are like seed along the path, where the word is sown. As soon as they hear it, Satan comes and takes away the word that was sown in them.  Others, like seed sown on rocky places, hear the word and at once receive it with joy.  But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away.  Still others, like seed sown among thorns, hear the word;  but the worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth and the desires for other things come in and choke the word, making it unfruitful.  Others, like seed sown on good soil, hear the word, accept it, and produce a crop—some thirty, some sixty, some a hundred times what was sown.”
Mark 4:14-20

Hey God,

This is the kind of faith I want ... I want a productive faith.
My heart's desire is to pass on a legacy that breathes life.  
Help me be the best I can be for you.


 Love ya always 

Teena

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Thursday, January 26, 2012

Love abounds




'And this is my prayer : that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight'
Philippians 1 : 9

Dear God, 

Thanks for your word.

Love ya always

Teena

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Saturday, January 14, 2012

Courageous by Casting Crowns


Dear God,

help me to have a courageous heart ... a willing heart ... to go when called.

Love ya always

Teena

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