God I need you ...

"with God's power working in us, God can do much, much more than anything we can ask or imagine, to him be the glory "


Ephesians 3:20-21

Monday, September 26, 2011

... only for a while ...


Dear God,

How could it be possible that after years of reading my bible ... at church this Sunday I heard this verse for the first time ... or maybe my ears and understanding finally let me hear it.  Thank you for sharing this revelation at church ... you are the best.  

Sometimes when we do the right thing but feel bad because people react in a way that is uncomfortable ... it is good to remember that this will pass ... the uncomfortable will fade and the time will show a a new way forward.


 I know I distressed you greatly with my letter. Although I felt awful at the time, I don't feel at all bad now that I see how it turned out. The letter upset you, but only for a while. Now I'm glad—not that you were upset, but that you were jarred into turning things around. You let the distress bring you to God, not drive you from him. The result was all gain, no loss. 

Distress that drives us to God does that. It turns us around. It gets us back in the way of salvation. We never regret that kind of pain. But those who let distress drive them away from God are full of regrets, end up on a deathbed of regrets. 

And now, isn't it wonderful all the ways in which this distress has goaded you closer to God? You're more alive, more concerned, more sensitive, more reverent, more human, more passionate, more responsible. Looked at from any angle, you've come out of this with purity of heart. And that is what I was hoping for in the first place when I wrote the letter. My primary concern was not for the one who did the wrong or even the one wronged, but for you—that you would realize and act upon the deep, deep ties between us before God. That's what happened—and we felt just great. 

2 Corinthians 7:8-11
Love ya always

Teena

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Sunday, September 25, 2011

... words that awaken memories ...

Dear God, 

As you know I take a long time to read a book ... but one thing I do love, is savoring the words ...

Especially when they are words that awaken memories of my past or words that set a picture in my mind.

I am reading The Help by Kathryn Stockett ... and love this paragraph ... 


"I push open the metal door, get a cart, and put Mae Mobley up front, stick her legs through the holes. Long as I got my white uniform on, I'm  allowed to shop in this Jitney.  I miss the old days, when when you just walk out to Fortification Street and there be the farmers with they wheelbarrows calling out, "Sweet potatoes, butter beans, string beans, okra.  Fresh cream, buttermilk, yellow cheese and eggs."  But the Jitney ain't so bad.  Least they got the good air-conditioning."

there is something about a supermarket ... no matter which country or which decade we live ... 

... the urge for old ways to return ... the idea of locally grown vegetables ... grown by people you know ... and community ...

Love ya always 

Teena

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

... blog review HOPE 103.2 ...


Dear God,

... as you know I had my blog reviewed on the radio last week ... below is a podcast link where you can listen to the review ...



it was exciting to hear that someone can read my blog and totally get what I am about ... what I think is a big jumbled mess (my conversations) was so clearly interpreted by someone ... they totally got my intention and heart for you ...

... I just want the world to love you , like I love you ...

... my dream would be for more God Blogs all over the world ... to start a revolution of God Blogs ...

Lord, you have examined me and you know me.
  You know everything I do;
      from far away you understand all my thoughts.
 You see me, whether I am working or resting;
      you know all my actions.
 Even before I speak,
      you already know what I will say.
 You are all around me on every side;
      you protect me with your power.
 Your knowledge of me is too deep;
      it is beyond my understanding.

Psalm 139 : 1 - 6

Love ya always

Teena

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Sunday, September 18, 2011

... local church blessings ...

Dear God,

today I was sitting in church and had a wave of gratitude come over me ...  I belong to an amazing church ... the speakers that I am exposed to weekly is beyond belief ... people who teach your word in a way that expands my mind and opens my understanding ... people that are living and working in their God Zone ... 

Reggie Dabbs was this mornings teacher ... he has a way of taking a verse and making it so simple to understand ... He is so full of you, it oozes out of him ...

 
... thanks for making your word alive ... living breathing ... personal experience is everything ...

Love ya always

Teena

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Friday, September 16, 2011

... I can only imagine ...

Dear God,

... pondering about the delights of heaven ... this song by Mercy Me - I can only imagine ... speaks my heart ... the wonder of heaven and heart ... the pinnacle ... such a beautiful song ... 




... what a cool word  ... pinnacle ...
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pin·na·cle

[pin-uh-kuhl] Show IPA noun, verb, -cled, -cling.
noun
1.a lofty peak.
2.the highest or culminating point, as of success, power, fame, etc.: the pinnacle of one'scareer.
3.any pointed, towering part or formation, as of rock.
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thanks God for everything ... thing past and future ... especially eternity to look forward to ... with You!

Love ya always 

Teena

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Monday, September 12, 2011

... I will find a way ...

Dear God,

thanks for blessing the world with this song by Jason Gray




Love ya always

Teena

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Friday, September 9, 2011

... a smiley heart ...

Dear God,

... I am reading a book called 'For the love of God' ... which is writings about you from many different people. ... this was what I read tonight ... 

"We were able to smile a lot when we were young, but life is so hard that when we grow up, we hardly smile.  I know people who have not smiled for ten or twenty years.  The seeds of the smiles in the depths of their consciousness have not had a chance to rise for a long time.  They only ask, "What is wrong?"  So, asking the questions, "What is right? What is not wrong?"  is a good beginning."

God help me never to forget how to smile ... how to experience your Joy and Life.


"One thing I ask from the Lord,
this only do I seek :
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,"

Psalm 27 : 4

Love ya always

Teena

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Monday, September 5, 2011

... with all that I am ...


Dear God,

... there are so many ways to find you ... there are so many ways to praise you ... there are many ways to know you ... there is only one you  .... your love is greater, wider, higher and deeper than even we can understand ... you see everyone and know everyone ... no one can hide from you ... and nothing is beyond your hand ...

But Jesus beheld [them], and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible.

Matthew 19:26

I am very blessed 

With all that I am ... I will praise you. 

Lift Up Your Eyes
I see heaven before me
Angels passing around me
Here i stand in awe of your beauty
Captured by your holiness

Lift up your eyes
All of heaven's in worship
Angels rejoice and the clouds will be filled
With the wonder of your name
With the wonder of your name

The train of his robe fills the temple with glory
Heavenly hosts fall before him in worship
Crying Holy,Holy,Holy is the Lord God Almighty

( Planet Shakers song )


Love ya always

Teena

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